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HamDaInvincible
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Name: Han
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Hanging Out with Friends, Foruming, Gossiping, Being a NERD,
Expertise: BEING A NERD. [andaDORK] XD
Occupation: Student, Spammer
Industry: FOS
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
4/27/2007
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| never fhing forget...
fos memories.
memories of love for jaejoong.
dbsk exclusive memories.
that jaejoong is forever.
>//<
i'm emo & totally dying.
depression in denial ?
or depression ?
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| Today was the first snow, it was beautiful.
& then, I come home to write about snow,
But it didn't work.
& then, I come home to write my heroes list,
But there are too many people.
What to do ?
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| I just noticed it's been awhile since my last update.
but everytime something happens I suddenly think of this place,
my blog, It's like my mind except not everything is written out on here.
here's something I copied and will paste;
ohhh, Fairwood, Renton, Washington is absolutely in beautiful weather today,
if only you guys could be here to see.
on days like these i feel like having a bf with me. :(
so, i took loads of pictures of the scenery here. ^^
enjoy.
--there are too many so just click here for the pics;
http://s81.photobucket.com/albums/j204/HamDaInvincible/Pictures/Fairwood/
sorry, i was too lazy to resize. ENJOY!
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that was something i wrote yesterday, it was on this one forum,
but no one seemed to notice.
the other day i just felt so lonely i didn't know what to do.
it seems like i'm always out of the crowd, i don't seem to fit in.
i mean, i'm different, yet, i'm the same,
but people still don't like me,
sometimes i wish our life was the like the story THE GIVER by Lois Lowry,
everyone was the same, they didn't know any emotions.
everything they did was the same, and whoever was different was murdered (this part isn't a part i want)
but then again, if we were all the same, wouldn't i be different?
*sigh* i'm just getting myself mixed up.
today is a very beautiful again.
but the thing is, the beauty makes me feel special,
*sigh* gosh i'm sighing a lot today,
but i feel a weird feeling inside. :(
today is Mary's assumption into heaven.
a day where we pray and ask for blessing and such in the Catholic religion,
sometimes i wish i was a unsinful as the saints, Jesus, and Mary,
but is there anyone really, besides them, who is that great?
--HAN
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| I'm HOME!!!
So, I'm home in Seattle, after 10 whole days in Vegas/Cali.
Let me tell you of my trip;
1st&2nd Day; Vegas -- buffets, swimming, boring stuff.
3rd-8th Day; Cali -- hotel with HOT guy, hotel with ugly guy, Dinh's BDay, cake, Disneyland, San Diego Zoo, good food, NEW PHONE!, etc. etc.
So, Cali was funner than Vegas (because I've been to Vegas for the last 6 years each summer >.<)
but....
Things don't always turn out so good...
My family and I go to the airport in Vegas for our return trip home, we go to check in,
they tell us were on a DIFFERENT FLIGHT and so we're 4 hours EARLY. >.<
When we get on the plane I sit next to an OLD MAN.
We get off the flight -- at about 1:30 AM.
I had to pee SOOOO badly I think my bladder's damage. 
We go wait for our baggage at the baggage claim for 30 freaking minutes.
My uncle (cause he's smart that way) picks us up in our GRANDPARENT's CAR!
Guess what that means? We head over to our grandparents (which is 30 mins. from my house) and pick up our car
and.... my mom fell from transferring my grandma's baggage to our car and I get bruised >.<
So, I think everything's fine...
We get on the car, I start to say how tired I was and list out what we did that day that made me tired...
Dad says, "That's enough Han."
Mom says, "When she gets tired she sure talks a lot." *insulted*
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We get home, I'm SOO happy.
Go upstairs to get ready, RATS,
and I mean RATS.
Rat poop is on my bed, on my floor, they chewed up my grandpa's paper,
They peed on our teddies.
and things get worse and worse,
Daddy yells, sister gets pissed,
I'm scared to sleep on my bed,
we have a bunch of clothes, blankets, teddies (etc.) to wash.
Then I go to sleep, things are so good,
everything's settling down,
and then, I go take a shower,
comes out and remember...
OH SHIT I FORGOT MY WALLET IN THE BAG AT THE HOTEL ; on the bright side...
the only things in there were my library cards, ID cards (from school), bandaids and shizz.
But... I need to spend money on a stupid charger for my new phone, I need to spend money to buy a new wallet,
and I was JUST planning to get a new tote bag, now what? We just have to wait and see.
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Ahh, that entry was full of complaints, like all my other entries,
but I'm happy this time, even though things were bad,
I had a happy vacation.
Now I'm back, and it's time to clean the house, do 3 book reports, and spend my last month of summer laboring. ^^
**EDIT;
Things just get better by the day...
I lost my magazine with an awesome High School Musical 2 Poster,
I'm slacking on my summer HW,
My friend called me a skank which apparently wass a joke but it wasn't very nice >.<
Ahh, what else will happen?
Oh and I forgot to say, my parents are planning to move to Cali in this deserted, just developed town called Victorville.
I think I'm fine with that, but shizz, things keep building up >.<
And just for the fun of it I'll add a song;
Scandal by Kangta and Vanness
(Dinh says it's pronounced Va-ness, but I say Van-ess; Which one's correct?)
-HAN
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| My life online, like I said is absolutely boring. >.<
I no longer have many friends to chat with 
But suffering comes after another suffering.
As a Catholic, there are many things I must sacrifice,
and today I come up with another.
Giving up my love for JaeHo.
Though I like JaeHo, but I truly don't believe they are a couple,
but I still support JaeHo fanfics, why?
I really don't know, but because JaeHo fanfics show explicit sexuality between two of the same sex,
it's a sin against my Catholic religion, so I gave it up, it's sad, but as a sinful person I feel overly sad compared to giving up >.<
What do I do?
I'm not sure if I actually believe in gays or not,
I'm not sure if I actually believe JaeHo is a real couple or not,
Notice the underline part in my blog ^,
I don't know if that is true,
part of me LOVES them being so close,
but part of me feels overly disgusted and wishes they weren't so cute together.
Have I lost my mind?
Did I just call TWO people of the SAME SEX cute together?
I think I really have lost it, why did this happen?
Why does GAY exists?
If it didn't would I really be so sinful,
Would I really feel so bad?
Help me.
--HAN
You're prob. wondering why I'm sad but posting up a happy song?
I think it'd make other's happy. XD
This is Haengbok (Happiness) by H.O.T.
and just for the fun of it I'll add Super Junior version Haengbok. ^^
P.S; Park Myung Soo sings good. XD
He cheered me up with his music!
Esnips has it all!
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